omg, I love this show! I too, really don’t like feelings!

omg, I love this show! I too, really don’t like feelings!

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I hate my life. I keep messing it up. Can’t do anything right. It’d be better if I just disappeared and left everyone alone. Can’t wait to leave and never come back. 

You

I wanna fix everything and when I do I want you to realize how much you love me and how much I love you because it’s not the same. I want to say something but I don’t know what. I want to you to surprise me and tell me everything is ok and then hug me. I want you forgive my stupidity and all the stuff I said. I want you because when I love, I love hard but when I hurt, I hurt even harder. I want you. I want you to want me too. I want you to be missing me as much as I miss you. I want to save you from whatever is hurting you. I want to be the friend you need, I can be the friend you need but not with out hurting myself.
I know you don’t feel the same. I know you love the friendship we have. I know that no matter what I do you will always just be my friend. I know that things will never change.
I need to know why. I want to figure out what it will take to get you.
I love you

It’s not fair of me to do this to you but it’s not fair of me to do this to myself. I’ve never liked anyone like this before, never felt this way. I just hate that yo don’t even feel at least a fourth of it. It makes me sad and want to die. I don’t want to loose you, but keeping you hurts as bad. I don’t know what to do anymore. All I can do is just slowly drift away until you forget who I am and life moves on. I’ll never forget you but it’ll be best for you to forget me. It’ll make things so much easier. 

Today was so much FUN!!! the guys were jumping all over the place at lunch! we were suppose to go to this one class during lab but the tescher isn’t here on thursdays so we sat out in the hall for like 30 mins. then we went back to lab. really wish our teacher had left like he said he was going to whilst we were out! whatever. if no one had noticed that we weren’t supposed to be there then we could have had a great time just the six of us hanging out listening to music because I brought my bluetooth speaker today! after school was fun which brought my spirits back up! we played music and ninja! tomorrow’s a dress down day, which is good because I don’t have anymore clean lab shirts and i so don’t feel like washing any! I hope tomorrow goes the same as today except better!!! we should totes play ninja at lunch! this weekend is going to be awesome! homecoming is on and rocking! so can’t wait! I really like this girl, she’s definitely what I need right now!

dancing with a date!

omg! today has been a weirdly great day. i mean i have’t done much today except ask out my friend to the dance this saturday! can’t wait1 now i have a reason to show up out of the blue to gahanna, well two. to buy tix and then to dance. i can’t wait. this my first dance date. i’ve always gone with friends. I’m just going to go to gahanna’s homecoming. now prom is a whole other story! i can go to three different ones. idk which one to choose!
totes random but i’m going to write a script for a show i wanna make.

#womancrushwednesday #claireholt

#womancrushwednesday #claireholt

Like if u miss this Miley! Why does this happen to child stars? The exception is #JustinTimberlake he’s doing pretty well!

Like if u miss this Miley! Why does this happen to child stars? The exception is #JustinTimberlake he’s doing pretty well!

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I’m in the green! :) on cloud nine #happy #crushin

I’m in the green! :) on cloud nine #happy #crushin